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7月28日

Lennert..

Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember your feelings aren't the same,
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget those times and don't pretend,
Remember now he's just a friend.

Nevrr.*

Never make someone your everything. . .
If you lose it you have nothing left. . .
just like this fxcked up little girl
that fxcked up little girl
who looks like me. . .
but than less more broken. . .
 

 

hhh

 TEENAGExTRASH

 COS IT'S COOL LIKE THAT

                                              OOWH..  AUHHW

     THE   HEARTBREAKER    HURTS 

N

 

 

 .ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER.

 

YOU ROCK MY WORLD 

 

 

YOU PROBABLY COULDNT SEE FOR THE LIGHTS 

 

BUT YOU WERE LOOKING STRAIGHT AT ME  

 
 
7月23日

L?? Did you really thought it was that simple.?*

 Evanescence

Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
 
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "
 When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When
you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
I’m so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you when you whisper
But you can’t even hear me screaming

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Where has my heart gone
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

 


 

 

They Ignore Each-other

 

[&&]

 

Look The Other Way

 

[But They Both Know]

 

It Wasn`t Supposed To

 

Be This Way__

 

 

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7月9日

...

 HAVE THE BULLET IN MY HANDS
 
I PUT IT IN THAT SHOTGUN
 
I JUST DO IT
I TAKE THE SHOTGUN
&&
I BRING IT UNTIL MY HEAD
 
NOW I'M READY TO  KILL MYSELF
 
LISTEN UP !!
 
THERE GOING THAT
               BOOM !!
 
 
  BANG !!  BANG !!
      
      FRIGHTENED !!
 
 I'M KILLING MYSELF FOR LOSING  Y O U  ♥.   L?
 
 
h.h.h.h.h.h.h
 

 
ALLEEN BEN IK IN HUIS.
DE STILTE WORDT GEBROKEN
DOOR DE TELEVISIEBUIS..

VERWAARLOOSD LIG IK OP DE BANK
IK WIL GEEN ETEN;;
IK WIL ALLEEN MAAR DRANK!!

IK KAN HET NOG NIET AAN,
ALS IK NAAR JE FOTO KIJK..
VLOEIT OPNIEUW EEN TRAAN.

ALS JE HET ECHT WILT WETEN.
IK KAN JE NIET,
IK WIL JE NIET VERGETEN.

WAAROM BEN JE NIET GEBLEVEN
ZONDER JOU KAN IK NIET,
WIL IK NIET MEER LEVEN.


  .NM♥.

7月7日

briefje naar mezelf..

Ze Wil Zo Graag Bij Hem Zijn
She Loves Him Still;; After All this time..
De Liefde Maakt Haar Blind..
Ze Is Niet Goed Wijs Volgens Haar Vrienden
Haar Vriendinnen;; Vinden Haar Te Vaak Gekwetst
Niemand Weet Wat Ze Bedoeld;;
Niemand Weet Wat Ze Voelt;;
Zij Weet Niet Wat Ze Moet Doen..
Niets Is Nog HetZelfde;;
Ze Voelt Dat Er Iets Mis Is..
Hij Zegt; Er Is Niets..
Zij Weet Dat Er Iets Mis Is..
Hij Doet Zo Anders..
Ze Weet Niet Wat Te Doen..
Ze Heeft Hulp Nodig;;
Ik Heb Hulp Nodig..
Help Me;;

can’t escape my love. <3

Here’s how it goes,

you and me..

Up and down, but maybe

this time we’ll get it right.

It’s worth the fight !

 

And if you go, it starts with

“just forget the past”.

In the end all love matters.


If you feel like leaving,

I’ll make you stay.

Because soon you’ll be finding

You can run, you can hide

but you can’t escape my love. <3

 

Wish One Boy Said He Loved Me;; 'nd Meen It

7月4日

Romeo && Juliet -- ♥

Let's face it ;
Juliet was a whore
&& Romeo was desperate .
But they still made the best love story ..
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6月6日

you..

 
 
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In My Book;;

[ you]

ShouldBe

Hanged

For The  

[ Fucking] Pain

You Made Me Feel

</3

5月12日

Lennert.. idd..

sometimes i think when we
fall in love it's because our
hearts are beating too loud
to hear our minds screaming
"don't do this to yourself"
 

to be hurt..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
5月11日

Help me..

I'm being haunted by a whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim, I'm not a freak
 
Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

I've seen the face of my affliction
of my reality
I'm being tortured by the future
of things that are yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision
it's like the morning never comes
I feel the burden of confusion
always searching... on the run

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?

Now, I'm not a hero... no
but the weight of the world's is on my soul
these imagines burn my eyes
they're burning me up inside 

Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
Free me
before I slip away
Heal me
wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
 
Somebody help me - Full Blown Rose

I'm just a kid..

I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
& they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight 

I'm just a kid - Simple Plan
5月10日

knuffel

Houw me vast,

In je armen..

de hele dag,

de hele nacht.

houw me vast...

 Don't copyy...


nood aan.... een knuffel

een knuffel is soms zo nodig, even die twee armen om me heen..
zodat je heel even weet ik ben niet alleen  
dat kan een knuffel van dichtbij zijn maar ook een van verweg,, 
maar die knuffel kan zoveel zeggen meer dan woorden uit kunnen leggen..
een knuffel kan zo belangrijk zijn, als het even niet meer gaat als alles even tegen zit, als je het leven soms wat haat.
een knuffel voelt dan even goed, even twee armen om je heen
het geeft je even weer wat moed, het helpt je even een beetje door die strijd heen...
 

Glimlach

Glimlach
Elke dag die zelfde glimlach
maar schijn bedriegt
niemand die het door heeft
hoe erg die glimlach liegt

Steunend achter haar vrienden
en niemand achter haar
Elke dag even moedig
Elke dag die glimlach klaar
 
huilend in haar zelf,
beschermd tegen pijn
toch kan je ze zien
de krassen die er zijn
 
niemand die het doorheeft
niemand die het weet
niemand die het ooit te weten komt
niemand die het intreseert
 
Weg is ze
niemand weet naar waar
als ze aan haar denken
denken ze :
het meisje met de
mooie glimlach klaar
5月9日

Fairytale*..

♥ You Write  Such

            Pre t ty Wo rds .  .  .  .

 

 

    But Life isn't a Fairytale .

 


 

 

U gave me a smile that I could never forget

Liiviin.iin.My.Own.Fantasy.Dream.
* Follow the tears of your heart *
* i wasnt kissing him i was telling his lips a little secret...*  jjùst myy Sécret..
tears are words the heart can't express...
 
* when I close my eyes, it's you I see..* (ll.))
I like walking in the rain cause no one knows i'm crying..
Guns Don't kill.. People do...         ((BanG BanG)) ))
* Feeling the moment.*     yeahh,, ii fééll iit
I guess i'll never understand how love can come & go-   (( Whyy??))
You try to break me, i try to hate you-      (( bùt ii Can't))
 
 
 
 
 
 hOù zO FxCkiing véél vn jOùù..(ll)
 
 

A Tràgedyy;;

Last chance for one last dance .

& i bet you look good on the dancefloor .

 
 
 

Everything is f'cked up straight from the heart 

Gotta pick myself up, where do I start ?

                             'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart .

 

 

 

Note to Self: I MissYou

Terribly
This is what we Call A

tragedy

 

 

 

5月8日

When everything fals apart...

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well before you came
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face not again
And not to mention the tears I shed
But I should have kicked your ass instead
I need intervention
Attention to stop this wretched scream

Cause baby
Everything is Fucked up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No...

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are
anymore
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do when it rains it pours
And not to mention I drank too much
I'm feeling hung over and out of touch
I need intervention
Attention to stop this wretched scream

Cause baby
Everything is Fucked up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No...

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is Fucked up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No...
 
 

 
good bye
You never know how much you love someone until their gone..
5月5日

Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

 

Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne



 
4月8日

playing

Don't know why you did,
don't know why you made me cry
but I have to admit
You took my wings away
to make me fly
yes, only you
are the one
who broke my heart in two
and crashed it into pieces
Not realising
the suffer you caused
not knowing
where it would end
and I even called you: my friend...
But now I want to tell you
that you're the one
I want to forget!
Because right now
the only thing I do,
is hating you...


You’ve killed my dreams ...
You’ve Broke my heart ...
You’ve
 Fucked Up my whole damn life ...
& ...
I Still Love You ...

 

 

 

I screamed

but nobody heard it

I cried

but nobody saw it

I died But nobody notice it.

I love you

But do you feel it?

I hurt myself

Do you care about?

I'm dying

do you like it?

I'm crying

do you hear it?

 I'm gone

       Do you see it?    

 
3月1日

Where do brOken hearts go??

Where dO brOken Hearts gO??
Can they fiinD their WAY hOme..
Back tO the Open arms
Of a lOve that's waiitinG théré..
& if sOmebOdy lOve's yOu ;;
wOn't théy ALWAYS lOve yOu
I loOk in yOu're eyes
and I knOw yOu still Caré fOr mé..
 
brOken lOve..