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7月11日

Reflection. Mulan

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

 

Ñ                               Ñ

Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Ñ                               Ñ
 
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7月7日

Feelings..

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
 
She misses his gentle touch
And the way he used to make her laugh
She misses the man he was
In all of those old photographs
So strong, so kind, so sweet, so smart
The man who stole her heart
She misses him
 

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To Hell with my pride

let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

 
6月17日

* Little Fairy *

* Little Fairy *
  
Follow your wildest dreams,
wherever they may take you...
 
Remember to believe in magic,
look and see it all around you...
 
Let your spirit be a beacon,
lighting the way throught darkness...
 
Let the Fairy Queen be your guide,
as you embark on a journey
to a hidden realm
filled with enchantment... 
6月9日

Little girl..

A Little Girl Felt Alone

She Can't Find Her Place Callend Home

She Stoppet Her Desperate Pray

She Run Away Yesterday

A Little Girl Just Crossed The Line

Another Star Who Stopped Shine

A Little Girl Slipped Away

just 'Cause She Had No Reason To Stay

Another Light Turned To Black

She Is Gone And Wont  Come Back

The Little Girl Slipped Away

She Stopped Her Praying Yesterday...

5月29日

pain..

Pain is the greatest, yet worst, thing

That scare’s my life.

All those suffer and hate ,

I can’t stand it anymore..

Miseries, People Crying, People get hurt.

Is this what God mend with life?

And Still, There is one question ,

Spinning in my head.

Why?

Why me?

Why can’t I be happy?

It seems that this question will drown

In my river of pain,

Deep inside my head.

A question that will never be

Answered. </3

 

 

 

I held on to you..

Sick and tired of this word
 
no more air ..
 
Trippin over myself
Going nowhere
 
w a i t i n g ..
s u f f o c a t i n g ..
 
No direction
 
 
I TOOK A DIVE
 
 
 
 
 
on the way down ,
I saw you
 
 
 
 
you saved me from myself
 
 
 
 
And I won't forget the way you loved me
on de way down
 
 
I almost fell right true
 
 
 
 
 
BUT I held on to you

... I give it up ...

... I give it up ...

 

... Single tears are falling over my face ...

... I'm nothing ...

... I belong in hell ... there's my place ...

... I'm just a sad girl whit many pain ...

... So sad, I can't explain ...

... The pain is just to real ...

... I give it up ...

... Hate?! That's the only thing I feel! ...

... Let me sitting here ...

... I give it up ...

... This is the end ...

... I stop! ...

... I cut and feel the blood ...

... Who cares on me? ...

... I feel good ...

... I give it up ...

kleine clown...

Kleine Clown

Tijd om af te schminken

Je lach is veel te breed

Je ogen te blij

Je schoenen te groot

Je kleding veel te vrolijk

 

Je pupillen staan vol angst

Een traan splitst het zonnetje op je wang

Je gele bloem gaat kapot in je verkrampte hand

Onder je nepbuik zit een klein hartje

Je veel te grote schoenen zijn als een voetstuk

 

Maar daar moet je vanaf

Laat die cocon maar vallen

Stop de one-man show

 

Nu ben je kaal maar bijzonder

Uniek, sterk en mooi

Je had alleen je spiegel vergeten

Ik zal je spiegel zijn

5月15日

why?

*Sometimes I ask to myself why is the world so hard?
but there's never an answer to my question...
So I keep thinking that it ones will be beter....*
4月16日

I hate her..

I hate her,

I really hate her !

She always think she's gonna die.

And she always make herself to cry.

She always feel misery.

But I don't know why.

 

I wanna scream to her.

I want her to stop.

She's hurting herself.

And she have no control over it.

She keeps on screaming.

I slap her in the face.

 

now is the mirror broken ...